Surgery

Dear Avery,
I woke up early this morning with thoughts of you heavy on my heart. It was a surprise to find out on Thanksgiving Day that you had your lip repaired a few weeks earlier. Right away, I was very upset. The reason I am scared for you, is I have heard that use of pain medications is rare in China. I am praying, begging God to give you comfort during this painful time, and that you are able to rest peacefully, have very little pain, and most importantly, that no infection sets in.
As your sister, Riley, lays next to me with a fever, tossing, turning and crying, I can't help but think of you as well. Is someone trying to sooth your pain right now if you are uncomfortable. Oh, how I wish I was near you! I pray that your Nanny is able to comfort you and that you can feel the prayers of love and concern that I am sending you wrap around you like a warm fuzzy blanket. My arms ache more than ever before to hold you as you are half a world away and recovering from surgery. As I hold and comfort your sister, Avery, I want you to know and feel that my heart is aching to reach out and hold you, too. I am praying for you baby! It won't be long, and I will be able to hold you in my arms and rock you, too.
The suitcases are just about packed. I just need to add the last minute items. Still waiting. . .

Wo ai ni (I love you),
Ma ma forever